Friday, July 31, 2015

Wake Me Up - Ed Sheeran [cover]

Hi guys!

I've uploaded a new cover on my YouTube channel (Sheilla Khonada), it's a very minimalistic cover, with just simple piano chords arrangement, similar to the original song. I used the application GarageBand for this (no, I wasn't paid to promote GarageBand, I just love the features it offers). Go visit my channel to hear the full version, and also other songs! :D


For full version, here's to direct you to the original cover:

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Plastic

I beg thee
do not force bend
a hard soul like me.

Dearest,
What are you made of?


There
were days
I watch many people
of a more softly core -
Plastic;
time-befriending, usage-changing,
mold-complying, quietly-listening,
coat-accepting, color-adjusting,
resilient.

Then there
were nights I watch
as myself unwind and unfold.

Do you, dearest, ever dare ask
whether you are wearing a mask?

Not able to answer,
then emerge my interrogative:
Who am I?

I intently listen
tick tock tick tock
many moons float by
all my senses are ears

I,
hey
hush
shush,
am you
the voice
inside thee.
Thou art alive,
why take worry
aren’t thou free?

I look quietly
“Plastic, maybe
but of what kind?”
but oh dear,
what lies inside me
is not like a plastic, I see.

I touch it
my fingertips bleed!
My good question arrives:
how do plastic stab fingers?

I knock at it
the sound echoes!
My wonder appears:
how do plastic reflect sounds?

I caress it
how cold to the touch!
Can’t be warmed by fire -
How odd is this plastic inside me!


Then
only I realize
it is not plastic after all
Fleets
a single word
through my mind


Crystal.


Now, I understand.
Now, I accept.
Now, I handle with care.

Maybe you are a crystal too?
Or a wood?
It's alright what you're made of
it's what you leave behind that counts.


Dearest,
What are you made of?

but I beg thee
do not force bend
a hard soul like me.


-sheilla kho

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Fire

I start to figure out
there is this art to life -
that is;
you're always constantly broken
and mended again.
Every single time a lil bit stronger,
a lil bit wiser than before.

What we're afraid of,
maybe, all this time, is to fail
and have people know that you do.
But failing is humane
It is neither an unforgivable shame
nor a permanent disgrace -
as long as we learn
and adjust to evade equally severe burn.

We need those fire sometimes:
the ones that burn you but don't kill you.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
teaches you wiser
and hopefully, molds you softer.

Feel blessed to fall into a fire.
Because fire tests
and fire purifies.
And dear, there's no shame at all
in making it out of a fire alive.

-sheilla kho

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Call me Sheilla. I am a 3rd year medical student at Tarumanagara University, Jakarta, Indonesia. Medicine, music, and language are my muse. Hopefully you find my posts interesting, and useful too.

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Sheilla Khonada

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